Receiving a prayer from my senior pastor Jean for me

Yes Lord, we thank You for Joyce. Thank You for Your love for her Lord. That she will realize that You have put Your love upon her, drawn her unto Yourself. That's why many times she's running and being here and there, You always encircle her with Your love, because You have a special call for her. And we pray that even right now Joyce will really surrender herself. That she will not struggle but surrender unto You because You have the perfect plan. That though the earthly father may love her, the earthly father is limited but the Heavenly Father is able to do exceedingly, above what she asks for. And we pray that she will flow in the perfect divine will of God. That whatever she does will be led by the Spirit of God. That even deep in her heart she'll love You and she'll fear You O God. And that's why You're putting Your hands upon her, having a praying mother, that will pray and intercede with her, to see Your kingdom come, Your will be done, because the best place to be is to be in the centre of Your will, with all Your blessing and Your power, with Your authority of above. So You bless her O God. We want to break all the past, break every power of death and hell. We want to release, and release Your love to her so that You will heal her of all her past hurts. That every word spoken, You will set her free, that she will know that You love her O God, that she is loved by You, that she will experience such a love, that her heart will be so drawn to You. That she will have no desire for the world, but only desire for the things of God. She'll have such a desire to have the heavenly kingdom in her O God, to move with authority and power, even with her mum and her sister. That together they'll be able to pull down every stronghold and even to see the dad joining them in the service. Therefore You anoint Joyce. You anoint her hands to serve You, that these hands will minister with power, with authority even to the sick O God. Lord I just release Your blessing. You set her apart Lord, you cleanse her and purify her and sanctify her, that even right now she will experience the reality of God in her life, because even as she desires to experience You, let this night be a night of breakthrough. Lord I just release her and set her free, in the mighty name of Yeshua.

This was a prayer made by my Pastor Jean Lim during the 1st school of discipleship in dec 2007, but I'm so glad my church youth recorded it and send it to me by mail... What a nice pastor I have always keeping me in prayer....

Happy Day...

Haha....I just pass my undang exams I tot i was going to fail it asI only use 2days to finish reading the 500 questions....so happy at last I can get my L license and start learnig driving soon....Haiz I've got another 1 more week of break only before my 2nd sem starts la...
Just wondering sometimes how nice if mum is still around to see my drive..... anyway I just thank God for everything la...now I just hope i can slim down abit and study hard to get good grades in college...

Youths in my hse

yesterday nite my church youth group came to my house to have kind of like a cell group.... My church pastor jean came along to pray n cleanse my house after the death of my mum...the youths came and prayed and worship in my housse and after that we had supper together it was fun getting back together and chat after a long time since I left for NS...sometimes I have to say I'm really so bless to have a nice n warmmy church with a nice and caring pastor who encourages my family and me during this time when we really feel so hard to move on without my mum with us at times.... but I have to thank all my youth groups members too it's been very long since I did not join my youth group I guess around more than half a year but they are still so caring and warm towards me....i feel so blessed to be in my church Semarak Revival Centre with a bunch of caring people around me...Praise the Lord...

Scare......

Yish.....2morow saturday is my undang exam and until now i've only finish 78 questions out of 500 question.....It it driving me up the wall....It's suppose to be my sem break but i have to read n study for driving...haiz....how? how? how?

Going shopping with my family without my mum

Today is the 1st day I created a blog for myself...I just felt life is really fragile and I wanted to write down all the happy and sad moments of it...
Well....today is the 1st day I'm out wit my family shopping without my mum around us, anyway it's still fun although some places we went brings back the memory of mum but she will always be in our hearts forever....dad is fun too he bought for us everything we wanted...Dad always reminds us now we have to be close as a family and treasure 1 another while we still have each other...

The Saddest and sudden day of my life on the 10th of Sep 2008

Well.....this day was as usual as it was...I woke up at 8am although I still feel tired after my exams yesterday so I slept again after breakfast until like 12pm for lunch....anyway I just felt very funny today I was having headache the whole day and was feeling very tired so I just rested on my bed until around 5pm, I received a phone call from my dad.....1st my dad ask me what am I doing so I said: I'm just resting la cuz today I'm not really feeling very well.....Then suddenly my dad say: "now Joyce you have to prepared mum has gone home to be with the Lord", I was shock and stunned at that time, I say: "Huh????say again ???" And I just started crying i could not believe in my ears that I lost my mum so early....I was crying, I could not even say a word, my mind was blank...so I rush back to Nilai my home from KL...When I reach church I really could not believe that the body lying down on the floor was my mum.... As everyone knows that my mum was a very strong, energytic, joyful lady...When my mum was still around on earth she has help manym people praying for the sick and they got well. My mum loves to buy things for people, treating people for food and many other things she does that really makes all those around her feel a great lost when she left the world.
My mum knew her time on earth was up, before everything she has always joke with us calling us not to call her back if 1 day she leaves the world. My mum is a great and very successful mother...