Sad n boring Chinese New Year 2009

Oh....this is my worst chinese new year....I was sick and tired the whole 4 days....well, this year I went for my church's advance... Although I did not stay through the whole thing but what I heard was really encouraging.... I feel may be God is speaking to me about the time of His coming is getting closer every time.... But I'm really finding a way of helping myself from becoming more and more pulled and attracted to the world.....Mum is not here to help me....God help me then.....

Stress up...

Time is actually moving too fast these days it's like the speed of light....Now is my second sem finals exam everything is changing....People and lifestyle and I'm here trying hard to adapt and adjust to it too....Not bad I'm moving foward atleast haha... Can you imagine what life will be if you don't try to follow trends and move on???

My 18th birthday memories

I'm so glad this year....My birthday is celebrated 3 times haha....1st with my dad, 2 sisters n 3 friends... Later my collegemates brought me to Nandos to celebrate with a tiramitsu cake...later my secondary friends brought me out too celebrate and there I got 2 cakes haha...I wanna praise God for protecting me this 18 years I hope I can continue to grow in the Lord to shine for my king, nation and College in all my ways acknowledge Him.... thank Gos ...my wishes is that I can continue to shine bright in college no matter academic or spiritual area too...

I was lost but now i'm found

haha.... I'm really so happy..... all this years ever since I left my primary school after standard 6 i would loose all my friends as i totally do not even have a single number of my classmates but yesterday one of them found my friendster profile and added me haha from that i get to meet back all my long lost friends I so glad....

Thinking....

Well school days begins again, now I'm pack up with assignments again...this semester i have Mass Media Law, Introduction to E-Publishing, Public Relations, Drama, English, BM haiz.... but at the moment the thing I'm most worried about is my first semester examinations results that will be coming out on the 18 oct..... I hope I can get the marks that I wanted.... God help me please....

On the 9 oct thursday, I went with my friends to I Utama we had dinner in TGIF then we went for the show Eagle Eye.... while in TGIF there were 3 birthday in the house so the people sang birthday songs for them but this just make me remember back my mum as she love to go and celebrate her birthday there because the people will sing for her haha..... Tears just flow down my eyes thinking back about my mum as thid year I ca no longer celebrate her bhday for her anymore....

I could not even give her my present that I bought for her come oI'm really heart broken,that's why we should really treasure all those people around us when we can so that after they are gone, there will be no regrets to be left behind.....

Receiving a prayer from my senior pastor Jean for me

Yes Lord, we thank You for Joyce. Thank You for Your love for her Lord. That she will realize that You have put Your love upon her, drawn her unto Yourself. That's why many times she's running and being here and there, You always encircle her with Your love, because You have a special call for her. And we pray that even right now Joyce will really surrender herself. That she will not struggle but surrender unto You because You have the perfect plan. That though the earthly father may love her, the earthly father is limited but the Heavenly Father is able to do exceedingly, above what she asks for. And we pray that she will flow in the perfect divine will of God. That whatever she does will be led by the Spirit of God. That even deep in her heart she'll love You and she'll fear You O God. And that's why You're putting Your hands upon her, having a praying mother, that will pray and intercede with her, to see Your kingdom come, Your will be done, because the best place to be is to be in the centre of Your will, with all Your blessing and Your power, with Your authority of above. So You bless her O God. We want to break all the past, break every power of death and hell. We want to release, and release Your love to her so that You will heal her of all her past hurts. That every word spoken, You will set her free, that she will know that You love her O God, that she is loved by You, that she will experience such a love, that her heart will be so drawn to You. That she will have no desire for the world, but only desire for the things of God. She'll have such a desire to have the heavenly kingdom in her O God, to move with authority and power, even with her mum and her sister. That together they'll be able to pull down every stronghold and even to see the dad joining them in the service. Therefore You anoint Joyce. You anoint her hands to serve You, that these hands will minister with power, with authority even to the sick O God. Lord I just release Your blessing. You set her apart Lord, you cleanse her and purify her and sanctify her, that even right now she will experience the reality of God in her life, because even as she desires to experience You, let this night be a night of breakthrough. Lord I just release her and set her free, in the mighty name of Yeshua.

This was a prayer made by my Pastor Jean Lim during the 1st school of discipleship in dec 2007, but I'm so glad my church youth recorded it and send it to me by mail... What a nice pastor I have always keeping me in prayer....

Happy Day...

Haha....I just pass my undang exams I tot i was going to fail it asI only use 2days to finish reading the 500 questions....so happy at last I can get my L license and start learnig driving soon....Haiz I've got another 1 more week of break only before my 2nd sem starts la...
Just wondering sometimes how nice if mum is still around to see my drive..... anyway I just thank God for everything la...now I just hope i can slim down abit and study hard to get good grades in college...