Sad n boring Chinese New Year 2009

Oh....this is my worst chinese new year....I was sick and tired the whole 4 days....well, this year I went for my church's advance... Although I did not stay through the whole thing but what I heard was really encouraging.... I feel may be God is speaking to me about the time of His coming is getting closer every time.... But I'm really finding a way of helping myself from becoming more and more pulled and attracted to the world.....Mum is not here to help me....God help me then.....